His Words

It's hard to believe that I haven't written a post in a week! But, I have a good reason.

My faith was tested this week. My faith in what God is speaking. I would be lying if I said that I don't question anything God says to me. There are times when it is hard for me to believe that all things are possible...

God gave me a vision last Saturday. I was praying about something that I truly needed to hear from God about. The first part of the vision I came into his throne room and began to bow. I couldn't stop kneeling and bowing. I kneeled at His feet and cried. I could not speak. He touched my hair and the top of my head and then He touched my face and said for me to look at Him. I did and said to Him, "I am broken and undone." He smiled and said, "This is what I have been waiting for." He took my hand and lead me to a place outside and He began to sing to me. He sang about His words and asked if I could "see his words." I did not quite understand what He meant and He sang, "My words are like the angels descending. My words are like the light that surrounds us." As He sang this, I watched as angels descended and stood around us and light shown down on us. He said, "I have one word for you...love."

I have never realized that God's words cannot always be heard, but they can be seen. He continued to show me another part of the vision, but I am not free to tell. It all made me realize that He has been speaking all of this time and I haven't been watching to see it. Then, even the things which I have seen, I have questioned.

Thursday and Friday were very rough days. I needed an answer from God and I finally realized that He was speaking all along. The load I was carrying was lifted off. I had His answer.

So, don't just listen for a voice to speak...also look around you and see what God is saying. The answers you have been looking for may have been there all along!