2006

I must say that this year was a full one. So many wonderful things happened, like my nephew being born. God fufilled some amazing promises in Tehillah and in the lives of the people I love. I watched two of my closest friends get married, one of which I got the opportunity to type up her and her husband's vows for their wedding back in August, doing that was very special.

God brought a mighty mentor and apostle into my life that helped me through one of the toughest times of my life by simply telling me to "have joy no matter what" and giving me a hug. Who ever thought that a few words and a hug would be what I needed to find the strength to step into the new person God is creating me to be?

I've gained new friends and established stronger bonds with the longer standing ones. I've allowed my closest friends to see my weaknesses, to watch me cry, to not only see me when I was at my highest point, but when I was the most broken. Oddly enough, I learned this year that it's ok to be open and honest, not hiding the less admirable from those who love me most. I was always afraid to do that before.

I've learned to not fear the prophetic. I no longer find myself seeking for more of the prophetic in that idea and its form. I'm truly after God. Now, He just comes and speaks and I listen. It's amazing and shakes me every time. I have hopes and dreams like anyone else, but I find true fulfillment when I follow after God's leading. I dream of going to the nations, living my life with one purpose, to really KNOW God. I read the stories of Moses, David, Noah, Enoch, Adam and Eve, and the great men and women who knew God and instead of envying them I feel a deep burning in my spirit to KNOW Him. If I should pass away some day before Jesus comes, I want people who knew me to say I was a woman who KNEW God.