The Challenge

So, I have been taking classes this semester and I am still getting used to my new schedule and learning to balance work, classes, homework, church and so on. For the past two weeks I have felt my mind being stretched and for some reason it's just about wearing me out. When I am tired I tend to act really spacy. Someone can say something to me and I will just start laughing and they'll ask me what I am laughing at when what they said wasn't meant to be funny. That's always emberassing. The best is when you are in the middle of a conversation and something in your brain just sort of shuts down and you are pretty much sitting there sleeping with your eyes open.
I'm pretty much induring my business class. I know when I am called into certain things and I KNOW I am not called to be in business. I know it's not meant to be boring, but for me...it goes above and beyond boring. Listening about trade & tariffs, business ethics, economy & politics for long periods of time just doesn't really interest me. It may interest you and all power to you, but it just sort of hits a wall in my brain.
Something that really cracks me up is the fact that I really enjoy my accounting class (bizzare as it sounds) and even though my professor is adament about assigning at least 5hrs. worth of homework every class I actually look foward to the moment when something clicks in my head and seriously I get up from the dining room table all excited, taking a bow after figuring out yet another long night's homework, thanking the invisible audience for putting up with my frustrated sighs, tapping pencil and calculator. It feels great after hours of work and about 5 cups of hot green tea to grin down at the completed worksheets, knowing that everything is balanced and in right order. Yes, I find odd things thrilling. Hey, at least I am enjoying this stuff. I seriously doubt I could make it through the next few semesters if I didn't like accounting. In fact, I KNOW I wouldn't make it if I didn't hold some odd fascination for it. The great part is that when I start getting into something I REALLY get into it and I am not satisfied until I know it backwards and forwards. I like a challenge!