The words, once so easily found, feel cold and lifeless resting on the tongue. To speak them out would only kill that which is right before you the moment they pass your lips. Your mind, so blank, searching for the mountains of thoughts that once clouded the skies are now lifeless and flat, removed and lost. The plan you thought would be so perfect, every step measured, all of the moments planned, they come up blank, the timeline broken, the formula erased. Waiting for this, you didn't expect the journey it would take. Your blank mind becomes an aggravated tumult of mixed up emotion and broken feelings. Your heart suspended, afraid of letting go, to keep it guarded seems the only wise thing to do. Your future resting in this heavy moment while the world watches as it moves by. Time doesn't stop. Time speeds by, reminding you of the eminent end that waits. How all of your life has led up to now and now is when you are forced to face the next part, it leaves you breathless and shaken. No one can live this for you. You cannot pass this by or turn away. The Just shall live by faith. Take a step of faith; the one you couldn't before.
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